Not so happy today, but 'Hi, everyone!' Man, was this weekend was crazy! There was a whole lot going on around this place and I am worn out. My house did get cleaned, though and I planted some flower pots outside, which I will have pictures of soon. Oh, did I mention spring break is over and I'm back to work today. Blah blah blah. And it seems that I'm not in the most chipper mood either. Apologies. A girl can't always be smiling from ear-to-ear. Even us southern girls.
There's a little something that came up yesterday in my life that took me by surprise, nothing bad, just one of those surprises that puts your stomach in a knot for just a minute and then you kick yourself and cuss about why you even care. Did that make sense? Anywho, that happened yesterday and I'm a little confused. Geez, why am I being so cryptic?? Maybe because I'm not sure that certain people won't see this post.....and even then does it really freakin' matter? And to beat it all, my stalker factor just went through the roof, because I obviously care. I care enough to stalk. And be a creep. A creep that now wants what she can't have. Why is it when someone else has it, you suddenly want it??!!! And you know what just happened? I looked at the clock and it was 11:11. 11:11!
You know, the time that you're supposed to make a wish. Wish that you could have what you can't really have! Damn. Damn. Damn. Yes, I am on edge today and feeling not like myself. I'm supposed to always be in control, and it's just not happening today. And I swear if one of the kids has some sort of crisis today, I will just lose my mind. Oh, that was very self-centered. See??! I've already lost my mind. My kids come first. And here I am worried about myself.
Ya know what else? This post wasn't really intended to be devoted to this one topic. I had cute pictures of my outfit I wore to church yesterday to share with you all and then this word vomit happened. Apologies. Again. Maybe tomorrow will be better and my head won't be in this freakin' fog of....crap. Sometimes things just really give you a kick in the ass, ya know? But for what? What am I supposed to learn from this? Things like this are not supposed to get under my skin. I'm the girl who doesn't care. At least I thought I was.
Please don't abandon me after this post. Like I said, it was word vomit. I just couldn't stop. I truly hope you all are having a wonderful day. I'll be back tomorrow, hopefully with rainbows and butterflies and sunshine.
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